sigh, so tired of certain things but what can i do leh........
wish that you're here now now now!
ok very tired alrd, need to sleep now goodnight!!
Thursday, January 07, 2010
♥ 12:42 AM
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
my dad's finger is almost broken ytd and he had 6 stitches on his index finger. damn scary and my limbs totally went soft when i saw his finger (even though it's bandaged) and when he told me what happened. this is when i realised how freaking useless i am.
he was really in pain ytd's night and he didnt want to disturb my mum so he went to the living room and suffer the pain alone. hurts me to see him in pain and i was so helpless because i couldnt do anything except to stand beside him and ask him if he is okay. this is when i realised how freaking important my dad is to me. not that i dont know how important he is to me last time, just that after this, it made me realised he's really important. glad that he's so much better noww.
this is only like the sixth day of 2010 and i've alrd heard a few bad news. i shall just hope that the rest of the 360 days will be better!
he was really in pain ytd's night and he didnt want to disturb my mum so he went to the living room and suffer the pain alone. hurts me to see him in pain and i was so helpless because i couldnt do anything except to stand beside him and ask him if he is okay. this is when i realised how freaking important my dad is to me. not that i dont know how important he is to me last time, just that after this, it made me realised he's really important. glad that he's so much better noww.
this is only like the sixth day of 2010 and i've alrd heard a few bad news. i shall just hope that the rest of the 360 days will be better!
♥ 8:55 PM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
oh man i know im a little late to talk about the new year but i didnt have the time to online these few days!
new year's eve: mahjong at sihao's house, picnic with the usuals, fly kite, mahjong at km's house and watched my first movie in 2010 with the usuals :D :D
first day of 2010: mahjong at carson's new house and his mum told his relatives that i can eat alot (omg!). love his little cousin, ming xuan!!!! dinner, selegie beancurd and then back to his house to play bang!
so in short, i enjoyed the last day of 2009 and the first day of 2010 with all the lovely people <3
i wont say 2009 is a bad year but i wont say it's a good year too. this is the year i got so much closer with people like shawn, matthew and especially sihao (even though he's my cousin hahaha and im glad we can htht about so many things!). even though they're really irritating by always saying all the mean things to me, i still love them for who they are! and of cus those close friends around me, you know who you are! :D
but then again, this is the year i got terrible setbacks like failing my tp, maybe it sounds no big deal to you but you dont know how much it really affects me, got really, really, really sad over ___. really glad for those people that were there for me especially carson, shirley and peixian. I can still remember how badly I cried in front of carson. this is so gonna be the first and last time i'll do it again man.
i hope 2010 is going to be a better year (like duh, who would want it to be a bad year lol). but aiyaa i still wanna say, 2010 will a be better year :D
new year's eve: mahjong at sihao's house, picnic with the usuals, fly kite, mahjong at km's house and watched my first movie in 2010 with the usuals :D :D
first day of 2010: mahjong at carson's new house and his mum told his relatives that i can eat alot (omg!). love his little cousin, ming xuan!!!! dinner, selegie beancurd and then back to his house to play bang!
so in short, i enjoyed the last day of 2009 and the first day of 2010 with all the lovely people <3
i wont say 2009 is a bad year but i wont say it's a good year too. this is the year i got so much closer with people like shawn, matthew and especially sihao (even though he's my cousin hahaha and im glad we can htht about so many things!). even though they're really irritating by always saying all the mean things to me, i still love them for who they are! and of cus those close friends around me, you know who you are! :D
but then again, this is the year i got terrible setbacks like failing my tp, maybe it sounds no big deal to you but you dont know how much it really affects me, got really, really, really sad over ___. really glad for those people that were there for me especially carson, shirley and peixian. I can still remember how badly I cried in front of carson. this is so gonna be the first and last time i'll do it again man.
i hope 2010 is going to be a better year (like duh, who would want it to be a bad year lol). but aiyaa i still wanna say, 2010 will a be better year :D
♥ 11:59 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
thanks to the lecturer that we had to go back to school just to take one freaking photo. and thanks to her that we had to stay 5 hours in school cus we couldnt contact her and she needs the photo like immediately? tsk~
anyway dinner was good because we went hk cafe to eat and i finally had my selegie beancurd!!! as usual lor, 5 of them trying to attack my fats and im left with only myself to defend myself, how pathetic! lol.
school is so bad because the work load is really damn.freaking.heavy. so difficult to tell myself it'll be over soon because all that i could see now is all the projects crushing down and nth else. how i hope im still having internship now! oh man, miss my siemens colleagues!
ok it's new year eve tmr :D
anyway dinner was good because we went hk cafe to eat and i finally had my selegie beancurd!!! as usual lor, 5 of them trying to attack my fats and im left with only myself to defend myself, how pathetic! lol.
school is so bad because the work load is really damn.freaking.heavy. so difficult to tell myself it'll be over soon because all that i could see now is all the projects crushing down and nth else. how i hope im still having internship now! oh man, miss my siemens colleagues!
ok it's new year eve tmr :D
♥ 11:59 PM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
christmas was damn good!!! love the presents, love the atmosphere, love all lovely people!
christmas eve was spent at kaming's house drinking and crapping.
christmas eve was spent at kaming's house drinking and crapping.
love!
i think my legs look damn skinny here lol!
christmas day was spent at sihao's house playing mahjong, bang! and gift exchange!
a coincidence that i picked his present and he picked mine!
lovely people!
it's 2010 in 3 days time! :D
cant wait to go picnic and then countdown with the usual clique on new year eve! cant wait to go to carson's new house on new year day to play his new mahjong tiles! :D :D
many things to look forward to next year! especially the bintan trip! 2010 will be a good year :D
♥ 10:32 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
woke up early in the morning and played basketball because their soccer plan was cancelled and they decided to play bb! i think i should start training my stamina again cus i was damn tired after awhile and i became a burden after 2 matches i think? LOL. whole body aching now, tsk.
dad bought crabs for dinner ytd! so shiokkkk! i think i need to watch my diet alrd, have been eating alot and my mum alrd start calling me a pig. really got so fat meh? ):
my mum didnt go to work today cus she's on mc. so she decided to cook dinner for us! it's been a really, really long time since she cooked! homecook dinner is still the bestzxs! :D
my bro's bday:
love my family big time :D
mabel's bday:
<3 <3 <3
i think i still owe them photos :/ many things to be done this week. i need to get my reports done, need to get all the xmas presents (i havent buy a single present yet), need to get the cards done
i think Bang! is such a nice game!! can play for hours and i think that's gonna be our favourite activity other than mahjong!! cant wait to play again! xmas day in 4 more days :D
dad bought crabs for dinner ytd! so shiokkkk! i think i need to watch my diet alrd, have been eating alot and my mum alrd start calling me a pig. really got so fat meh? ):
my mum didnt go to work today cus she's on mc. so she decided to cook dinner for us! it's been a really, really long time since she cooked! homecook dinner is still the bestzxs! :D
my bro's bday:
love my family big time :D
mabel's bday:
<3 <3 <3
i think i still owe them photos :/ many things to be done this week. i need to get my reports done, need to get all the xmas presents (i havent buy a single present yet), need to get the cards done
i think Bang! is such a nice game!! can play for hours and i think that's gonna be our favourite activity other than mahjong!! cant wait to play again! xmas day in 4 more days :D
♥ 11:59 PM
Friday, December 18, 2009
went to shop for christmas present today! so happy to hear those christmas songs :D
watched Avatar and alright laa, the show is not bad just that it's a little too long. two and a half hours i think.
i'm so tired but i need to get my report done first, so bye! :)
i miss you, L ):
watched Avatar and alright laa, the show is not bad just that it's a little too long. two and a half hours i think.
i'm so tired but i need to get my report done first, so bye! :)
i miss you, L ):
♥ 12:02 AM
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